Josh Gorges isn't ready to retire.

Still without a contract, and with NHL training camps starting later this week,
 the 34-year-old is stuck in limbo - hoping for another chance to play in the
NHL again this season.

He's contemplated life after hockey - yes, retirement, and what the future
could hold following his playing career - but, in the present, Gorges trained
all summer and still feels like he could make a meaningful contribution for an
NHL club.

"Right now I've got nothing in the works, nothing really going on, so it's
still kind of up in the air," Gorges admitted on Saturday night during the
second intermission of a WHL preseason game in his hometown of Kelowna, B.C.

"I believe in my heart that I can play at the NHL level. I know the game is
changing, it's a lot more speed and a lot more skill than it was when I first
came into the league, but those are things that every player, you adapt to it
and you do the best you can. But sometimes it's out of your control."Best Shape
 Ever

Gorges has some hard miles as a shutdown defenceman - playing a physical brand
and sacrificing his body as a shot-blocking penalty-killer over his 14-year
professional career - but he doesn't feel like he's done. He doesn't feel
washed up.

"Even skating this summer with all the (NHL) guys here, I felt good on the ice,
 felt like I'm right where I need to be," Gorges said. "I almost feel like I'm
in the best shape I've ever been in my life. I believe that, but it's not
always up to me."Amy Irvin / The Hockey Writers
Josh Gorges is coming off a tough season with the Buffalo Sabres.

Limited to just 34 games last season with the last-place Buffalo Sabres -
battling injuries and serving as a health scratch at times - Gorges is one of
several 30-something veterans on the outside looking in with the new season now
 less than a month away.

He hasn't given up hope, though. Again, he's not ready to hang 'em up. So
Gorges is playing the waiting game.

"It's kind of getting to that point, but things do happen and things do change
real quick," Gorges said, alluding to preseason injuries or suspensions, among
other circumstances that could create a last-minute opportunity.

"I'll wait and see . . . I don't know if I have to necessarily make a decision,
 but I guess if I want to keep playing, I have to continue skating and training
 and staying ready in case that phone call does come."PTO Possibility

Gorges is leaving his ringer on, but he's not overly keen on the idea of
accepting a professional tryout - a PTO, which has become a popular option for
free agents to audition at training camp.

"When you get to this stage, you want to believe that you've showed over the
course of your career who you are and what type of player you are and what you
bring to a team," he said. "When it comes down to the PTO, teams that invite
veteran players in that status, it is more about do they fit into the system,
does it work with the team, does the cohesiveness make sense? It's not
necessarily just to see if you're still good enough to play.

"I don't think it's the worst thing in the world, but obviously I'd rather have
 a contract behind me."

That job security is of the utmost importance for Gorges, who is married with
two young sons.

He knows that teams will be rounding out their camp rosters with PTOs this week
 - bringing in extra bodies to increase competition - and some veterans will
also be offered two-way contracts with the understanding that they could spend
most, if not the entire season in the minors.

That would mean riding buses in the AHL, something Gorges hasn't had to do
since his early days in the San Jose Sharks organization. Back when he was
breaking into the NHL as an undrafted player.

"It would all have to depend on the scenario. I'm not closing the door on any
options, but in order to go back and play, it would have to be a right fit -
for me personally, but also for my family."Josh GorgesShopping Himself

With the calendar flipping to September, Gorges and his representatives have
been ramping up their efforts to find that right fit.

Unlike July 1, when free agency opens, and it is the general managers who are
trying to sell their team to available players.

Come Sept. 1, the leftover players - and there are many this fall, enough to
ice an entire team or maybe two - have to shop themselves by studying depth
charts around the league and targeting those preferred landing spots.

"It definitely works that way, and I know my agents have been making those
phone calls to teams and looking at teams that maybe they think could need
another depth player or a veteran presence," Gorges said. "I know they've been
on the phone and talking to teams, but up to now nothing has come out of
it."(Kevin Hoffman/USA TODAY Sports)
Josh Gorges is still looking for a shot with an NHL team.Europe Option

A lot of veterans have already headed to Europe and lots more will follow if
they don't catch on with an NHL club over the next month.

Gorges isn't likely to go that route, however.

"It's something I've thought about and I've talked about with my wife a lot. I
think, at the stage we are with our life and our family, it would probably just
 be too big of a move and a transition to haul young kids all the way over
there," he said.

There are no shortage of opportunities in Europe nowadays - primarily in the
Russia-based KHL, but leagues in Switzerland, Sweden, Finland and Germany are
also littered with former NHLers.

For Gorges, going overseas just doesn't have the same appeal.

"I've always said, I'm the kind of guy that the only reason I ever played at
this level was my competitive fire and willingness to compete, and to go over
to Europe, it's hard to have that same fire," Gorges said. "You play every
game, or I did anyways, thinking of the Stanley Cup at the end of the road, so
to go over to Europe, mentally, mindset-wise, would I be all-in for the right
reasons? Or would I be going over there just for the experience and to enjoy
life for a year?

"I don't know if that would be fair to a team if I didn't have my heart in it,"
 he concluded.Elusive Stanley Cup

Some play for the money and others for the fame, but Gorges genuinely played to
 win it all.

That desire is still there - to hoist the Stanley Cup.

Gorges experienced winning it all at the junior level, captaining his hometown
Kelowna Rockets to a Memorial Cup championship on home ice in 2004. That still
ranks among the highlights of his hockey career - and life in general - but the
 Stanley Cup was always the ultimate goal.

"Obviously there's one thing that I've yet to achieve in my career, so you
don't want to close the door on that," he said. "It's something I've dreamed
about and worked towards my whole life. When you're playing in the league and
you get close a couple times, it just makes you want it that much more.

"Not every player gets to win it, I understand that, but if there was an
opportunity with a team that has a chance, it's hard to say no to that."

Buffalo never had a chance during his four seasons there, with the Sabres
trending down and rebuilding over that time.(Andy Martin Jr.)
Josh Gorges enjoyed his best years in Montreal, as a top-four defenceman and
assistant captain for the Canadiens during the prime of his career from 2007 to
 2014.

The closest Gorges has come was with Montreal in 2014, when he played a key
role on a Canadiens team that made it to the Eastern Conference final - the
final four - before star goaltender Carey Price got hurt in bowing out to the
New York Rangers.

Montreal wanted to go in a different direction that offseason and Gorges ended
up in Buffalo after blocking a trade to rival Toronto.

There will always be what-ifs and perhaps some hard feelings over that whole
ordeal, but things just didn't work out for Gorges in Buffalo. For a variety of
 reasons, but playing less than half of last season isn't helping his current
situation.

"When you look back at it, and even going through it, the team we were on in
Buffalo, we finished at the bottom of the league. And when you look at my own
personal position, when you're not in the lineup or you're getting healthy
scratched on a team that's struggling, teams that are contending are saying
ΓÇÿwell, if you can't play on a team that's at the bottom, how do you expect to
 play on a team that's contending?'" Gorges rationalized. "I understand that
this last season has probably hurt my ability to stay in the league but, again,
 we'll see."(Kevin Hoffman/USA TODAY Sports)
Josh Gorges doesn';t want to stop playing on bad terms, preferring to go out on
 a higher note and ideally on top.

Once the Sabres were out of playoff contention, they shifted their focus to the
 future and started calling up some of their prospects, which squeezed Gorges
out of the lineup since he was no longer in their plans as a pending free
agent.

A trade to a contender didn't materialize at last season's deadline and Gorges
went into the summer with plenty of uncertainty. So this isn't a complete
surprise to him, remaining unsigned with the clock ticking towards training
camp and the regular season.

"I trained all summer as if I was getting myself ready to play, like I would
any other summer, but the thought has crossed my mind on what the next step
is," Gorges said, realizing he'll need to make a decision on retirement in the
coming weeks or months if nothing materializes.

"I kind of have (a deadline date in mind), but it's changed numerous times.
Things change, every day is different, so it's kind of been pushed back and
pushed back."

If this is it - the end of Gorges' playing career - he has plenty to be proud
of, suiting up for 851 total games since making his NHL debut with San Jose in
2005-06.Coaching Next?

An overachiever as a player - undrafted in both junior and pro - Gorges
possesses a lot of qualities that translate to coaching. He's personable, a
natural leader, hard worker, good communicator, student of the game, the list
goes on.

Asked if he'd like to stay involved in the game - be it in coaching, scouting
or management - Gorges said: "Yeah, on some level, in some capacity."

If he doesn't leave Kelowna this winter - his wife is from there too - the plan
 is to explore those possibilities alongside Rockets general manager Bruce
Hamilton and head coach Jason Smith, who also had a lengthy NHL career as a
similar defenceman.

"It's something that I've actually talked to Bruce about, if I'm not playing,
to be around here more or less just to learn," Gorges said. "Learn from the
coaching staff, sit up top and analyze the game, see if it's something that I
do enjoy."(Marissa Baecker/Shootthebreeze.ca)
Bruce Hamilton, seen here between Madison Bowey and Josh Morrissey with their
gold medals from the 2015 World Juniors, has built one of the most successful
junior hockey franchises in Canada. Josh Gorges could be part of the future for
 the WHL';s Kelowna Rockets.

A role in player development could be the first step for Gorges.

"I don't know how much skill development I can offer some of these (WHL
players), they are a lot more skilled than I am, but advice and knowledge and
things that I've learned along the way that have helped me, if I can pass that
on, I think that's something that I would be interested in," he said. "I know
it takes a village, and I had a lot of people help me along the way, so if I
could give back in that respect to young players, that's definitely something
I'd like to do."

That could lead to a full-time coaching gig and pro teams would be interested
in somebody with Gorges' experience, but he's hesitant to dive right into
another career in hockey.

"The only thing, again, that I think about is my family and coaching is a big
commitment," Gorges said. "It's a lot of hours, it's a lot of travelling . . .
and my kids are starting to get at that age where they're going to be involved
in sports themselves, and do I want to be missing their sports because I'm on
the bus travelling? So a lot to think about, and I don't know if coaching is in
 the near future because I like the idea of being around my family."

Whatever is next for Gorges, that answer should come soon enough.

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